Log in

06 August 2009 @ 08:44 pm
[FANFIC] Like Pinning Butterflies  
Title: Like Pinning Butterflies (One)
Author: ienvy
Fandom: South Park
Pairing: Craig/Tweek
Rating: PG-13 (this chapter)
Summary: Craig Tucker is sick. And Craig Tucker is madly, irrevocably obsessed with Tweek Tweak.
Warnings: This story is NOT for those who are easily disturbed or upset. This story is intended to be very morbid and macabre and will contain subjects that most of the population find upsetting. In case you're wondering, these subjects will be along the lines of: stalking, torture, morbid/macabre love, death, suicide, rape and so on, so forth.
Notes: This was inspired/based off of 'The Horror of Our Love' by Ludo.

Directory of Chapters

I'm a killer
Cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper
I've been inside your bedroom


Craig thinks that Tweek would look wonderful with red blood dripping down along his frail, white chest. Craig thinks that it would look even better if it were Tweek’s own blood and if it were pouring from a neck wound, maybe just near the jugular, but not deep enough to kill him. Oh, no, he wouldn’t want to kill Tweek, especially not in such a mundane, overused way to take a life. Tweek deserves better, Craig knows that. Tweek deserves someone like Craig, who would love and care for him like no other possibly could.

Craig can see Tweek laying asleep in his bed, can see as the blonde’s chest rises and falls, heavy with sleep. Craig can imagine watching as he creeps over, Tweek giving the faintest of twitches when he hears Craig. But he wouldn’t wake up, oh no, and Craig would take the chance to slide his hand across Tweek’s soft face, moving to slide over his mouth and nose. And though Tweek would wake, panic and struggle desperately for release, Craig would keep his hand pressed firmly over those thin lips, refusing to let him utter a single sound. And, eventually, Tweek would slacken against Craig’s grip and his eyes would roll into the back of his head and he would fall back against the sheets. But Craig wouldn’t kill him, not then. He would save that for later, if it were necessary.

The dark-haired male opens his eyes against the heat in the room and stares in a daze at the blonde he had been watching all day. Slowly, he lets out a sigh that he had been holding back ever since he had started to fantasize.

Craig Tucker is sick.

And Craig Tucker is madly in love.


The classroom is hot. The stale, dry air filters in from outside and drapes itself over the students like some heavy, shared burden. No one can concentrate on the words that stumble from their teacher’s lips, which only add more hot air into the room. The entire class, save for the teacher, is stagnant. Even a cough is enough to make someone break out in a sweat.

And in this hot, heavy atmosphere, he feels the paranoia spinning out of control. Tweek glances nervously to the side, staring at Craig with wide, green eyes that tremble in place inside of his skull, eyelids threatening to snap shut but never actually doing so, as if afraid he may miss something.

Craig’s gaze never once falters, it just stares ahead at Tweek - even, still and strangely predatory. He looks like a wolf, waiting patiently in sheepskin for his fellow sheep to drop their guards before he attacks and rips them into a bloody massacre. The blue-grey eyes never leave Tweek and even when he looks back to the front, he can still feel that cool, emotionless gaze on the side of his cheek, watching and waiting – waiting for what?! The fact that he doesn’t know is scaring him and Tweek really doubts he’ll be able to concentrate now.


Craig Tucker doesn’t find peanut butter and honey sandwiches at all appetizing, but he brings it for lunch anyways. He knows it’s Tweek’s favorite, he asked the day before. He offers to share it with Tweek at lunch, hoping that it will bribe the other into liking him again, or at least get him to start sitting with Craig again. But Tweek refuses, flustered and nervous, and Craig watches with stilled eyes as Tweek scurries off. The rage that flares when he sees Tweek go to sit with those jerks is not expected, but he is not very surprised. Not much can surprise Craig.

Those jerks don’t deserve his Tweek. He watches with cool disinterest as Kyle and Stan talk with Tweek, watches as Tweek laughs nervously at something Cartman says and watches as Kenny leans over to press his fingers against Tweek’s forehead and push his hair out of his eyes. The peanut butter forms into a solid lump inside of his mouth and he has to struggle to swallow it, his appetite lost. The remainder of his lunch falls with a heavy, distant thud onto his lunch bag and he stands up quickly to throw it away, his expression not betraying the rage boiling slowly inside of him as he passes in front of the table.

How come he couldn’t make Tweek blush like that?

It was decided then. He knows what he has to do, now. And as he watches the sandwich tumble into the pile of slowly growing trash, Craig Tucker knows that no one will ever have Tweek, especially if he can’t.

blackeyedwicca on August 7th, 2009 07:04 am (UTC)
Dude. Dude. Yes. Please continue this, I love it already :D :D
ASHE: sheepienvy on August 7th, 2009 07:08 am (UTC)
Oh trust me, this will continue! I have the entire thing lined out. =3

blackeyedwicca on August 7th, 2009 08:13 am (UTC)
Awesome! I can't wait :D :D
whocares10315: Marianas Trenchwhocares10315 on August 7th, 2009 11:39 pm (UTC)
deliciously awesome, i see! xo
ASHE: power of castielienvy on August 8th, 2009 02:53 am (UTC)
Thanks! =3 Glad you think so~
miniji: Craigminiji on August 8th, 2009 04:28 am (UTC)
Oooh. I loves it. Thanks for the warning, though. I can see this getting pretty morbid. I'm looking forward to more ^^
ASHE: sheepienvy on August 8th, 2009 05:16 am (UTC)
No problem! I'm going to be putting the edited, more tame version up on FF.net and I'll drop a link in here somewhere, for those who don't like the macabre stuff.

Thank you, though! I've already got the next chapter written. XD;
Xiainexiaine on August 13th, 2009 08:34 pm (UTC)
awww man you better finish this XDDD I'm waiting~~ its so awesome 8DDD ld;kmgvdw
ASHE: like pinning butterfliesienvy on August 13th, 2009 11:24 pm (UTC)
Trust me, I will definitely be finishing this!

I have the entire thing planned out. =3